Planning our lives have become a necessity, yes with work we have to plan, to get there on time and what not. but what about a little something different? It doesn't matter if we become adventurous with little things like food or the road we take to our destination, but we don't do this. We have to plan from A to B and all the little in between details.
Then it happens that we don't include someone and chaos begins... Chaos errupts because why did I not tell this person I will be there and when I will be there. But then it was a simple thing such as tehy were not part of the planning. So what now?
There is chaos and the plan is falling apart...
Do you want to know what I think? I say this is bullshit, BULLSHIT!
I know planning is an essential part of life, but in the wormhole, this constant chaos and planning. But all I want to do is go on an unexpected road trip. No destination in mind, just my car and a tank full of gas. On this roadtrip I want to end up somewhere in the middel of somewhere and no where. The in between. On this particular road trip I don't want to take anyone with whom will need to talk the entire time, or who will need noise. I want someone with me who will enjoy the silence as much as I do, who will appreciate the scenery and nature as much as I do. I want to be able to sit in silence with my companinion and that must feel like the best converstation ever.
By the destination I want to burst out laughing, and just start to cry, and then just scream, scream until i loose my voice.THEN I just want to stand in the silence and let it sink in. Let all of it sink in as The day falls to night. But with all thiS crazy emotion release my companinion must not ask why, must not ask what, they can scream with or just stay silent. In that moment I want to find my peace I just want to release all the emotion bottling up on the inside.
I just want something adventurous where I can be myself and let go. For once I want to let go... and be... ME
